- OVERWHELMED -

I don't remember how it started but I know it's already coming. I am, in a world accustomed to what I usually do but the thing is...why is this month so odd? For some reason, this month I'm feeling underwater. I'm not worried but I'm trying to keep myself in check. I don't want to have this thing that they call "perennial stress headache". So here are the general trends of oddity I had so far...

Odd list:

- During Fridays, I usually toss off work early to go on a happy weekend. I believe that's how to balance your work and life. I've been working for the past 6 years or so but I've never been this busy. Odd thing is, it never occurred to me that I will be in this situation where I had to literally work for 12 to 14 hours a day. I've been with my new team for about 3 weeks and it's all but "business as usual".

- I love distractions when I'm at work but this time around I get ruthless about it. I'm even eating breakfast in my table...What up?

- I love sleeping that I even have to drag myself to the office early in the morning. Odd thing is, I woke up 1 hour early last night to do my crunches.

- I used to get a sappy phone call once in awhile but this time around...it ain't there.

- I don't like birthday parties (children's party), it makes me feel so old. Odd thing is, I'm expected and excited to be there today.

- I brood a lot and I speak my mind but the odd thing is I was surprised that I will blog it..

- I don't follow anyone's advise but a little bird told me that I should eat my breakfast which I don't normally do at 4:30 in the morning but I did. Odd thing is I even cooked for myself.

- I'm a music addict but I'm annoyed listenin' to incubus' i miss you. In all honesty, I love the band but I just hate that song. Odd thing is, I listened to it again - it's like a three fold utopian dream...

Okay, that's a long list. I'm allowed to feel a bit shattered. I'm pretty much caught up now...(^__^) but I am looking forward to seeing some of my new (bago) and "OLD" (luma) friends this weekend.

Ironic distinction or so they say but I guess "I too has been taken IN by the world"...I know I can handle it but I'm implying that all my bets are off...I need a fresh pair of eyes...Cheerio!